Aleister Crowley Diary Entry

Tuesday, 31 March 1942

 

 

[I Ching hexagram] 4.

     

Senseless worry (per Ham [Gerald Hamilton]) about Ration Book.

     

Wrote a John Hampden letter to Food Thieves “Educating” them.

    

 Educated Cecil [Robert Cecil] at lunch: offered him 5%: £500 now £1100 when job is finished.

     

That strange meeting at Demos [restaurant]! Surely the Gods were there. (PS Well even They are baffled by stupidity: also by gutlessness!)

     

Bad night, bad diarrhoea. Less.

     

Silly, irritating day with bouts of hard work.

     

Alice away, ill.

     

Ham like a crazed bluebottle.

     

Temp OK.

     

Total 2/3 [Heroin] disgraceful mismanagement.

     

Seriously alarmed about swelling on side of foot just below instep. About 3 or 4 days I noticed it first. message: [I Ching hexagram] Khwei 38 mirage: false alarm! [I Ching hexagram] line 6. or does line 3 mean a successful operation?

     

ALAS Met Catherine [Catherine Falconer] !! Ill-dressed, old, dirty, skin discoloured, smile and pawky speech quite gone.

 

 

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