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Marcelo Motta Diary Entry Monday, 25 March 1974
Liber CCXXXI: A PERSONAL RESEARCH
"11.52" vulgar time.[1] Invoke Geni of Dome of ה.e
0.10 L.T. [Local Time]: End. Very little concentration. Also, symbols mixed up a bit. Had two intimations: first, the Averse form of the Hexagram invokes the reflection of the force in question. The reflection of Saturn is Luna. Also, the "Go get fucked" person[2] probably connected with individual who fucked me when I was a child, raped me—if that was the case, and I seem to remember it was. But the influence behind these is a lazy one The Black Brother prefers to oppress rather than to control harmoniously because it is less trouble this way. The Path of the Wise is much harder.
Also, remember now, I saw the Yoni red, flaming, demanding satisfaction. This, also, is related to laziness. Also, was instructed to analyze the Geni's name, and I think, also, his symbol. ill close now.
Luna demanding: Luna is the reverse of Saturn. The harshness comes from the fact that there are rather primitive, primeval forces. Related to the origin of cosmic creation, perhaps? Anyway, they are savage, and brutish, or at least ruttish. Not very refined . . . So. The Yoni must be satisfied.[3]
2—Cf. entry of 17 July 1969 e.v. 3—This "primitive" aspect appears at times in even the most refined types of women. It is basic and animal in a sense much deeper than mere brutishness. It is connected with the very forces that determine the organization of matter into live tissue.
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