Jane Wolfe Diary Entry

Monday, 13 September 1920

 

     

     

A.M.

 

 

 

 

Wakened several times by Hansi's audible dreaming. Assume I am not in deep slumber or this would not happen.

7:10

 

HARPOCRATES.

Invocation.

7:20 - 40

 

ASANA, thunderbolt.

Nothing worthwhile.

7:40 - 8:00

 

DHARANA, yellow square.

Could not get mind working properly at any time. Left thigh became troublesome after 5 mins. By 10 I was in agony. For 5 mins. struggled to continue—last 5 tried desperately to get square, hoping thereby to eliminate pain. Had to lie down to rest afterward. It seemed the core, the life of the thigh—and I was about gasping.

 

 

 

P.M.

 

 

 

 

Afternoon, lying down.

Came remembrance of Asana held by me at sanitarium May, 1918, when suffering intensely after a very prolonged holding came voice: ‘God does not inflict pain.’

10:40 - 11:00

 

ASANA.

Fussed around trying Cal. Asana 10 mins. then returned to thunderbolt: so finished.

11:00 - 18

 

DHARANA, yellow sq.

Started out with a strength that surprised me; tired before finishing and so lost somewhat.

HARPOCRATES.

Invocation.

 

 

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