Leah Hirsig Diary Entry

Friday, 19 December 1924

 

 

 

Dec 19

     

10:15 P.M. Got letters from 666, O.P.V. [Norman Mudd], & V.I. [Ida de H. Crooke] & Alma [Alma Hirsig], also from furrier.

     

Typed a bit of note to Suzanne—blast her. I had to wait all eternally long time and then she wanted to be paid! The dress is—just not right.

     

No work in me—Pentagram—9 PM.

     

Poking about ever since. Cup of tea and too many cigarettes.

     

Now to bed & Pan Mantra!

     

11:10—I did "Pan"—it was great! And then I found myself between just ordinary thoughts, paying all sorts of things, ending with I am. I weep. I wail, I know (Thought about Hansi possibly being on his way, etc.)

 

 

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